Lixiss

I had just fall asleep when I heard my phone ring on the table beside my bed. I took the phone and clicked ignore. The phone kept ringing beside me and it just wouldn’t stop. I grabbed my pillow and smashed it on the phone over and over again but it kept ringing. I opened my eyes unwilling and grabbed my phone slowly. Without looking who it was I pressed answer, “What?!” I screamed. I heard someone who was crying quietly on the other side of the phone. “Alex?” I asked carefully. I heard that something was wrong so I asked again. “Alex, what happen?” I heard Alex mumble something weird but I couldn’t hear what it was. “What did you say?” I asked. “Max is going to be a dad!” Alex screamed and she started to cry louder. Alex started to cry more and more and I tried to cheer her up but I didn’t know what to do so I grabbed my car keys and drove over to her place.

We sat in Alex bed for ages and I just kept hugging her and didn’t lose my grip abound her. She slowly fell asleep in my arms and ran my hand through her hair while she was sleeping. My phone started to ring again and I looked who it was this time. It was John. I answered and putted the phone into my ear. “Where the fuck are you John? Mom is asking about you.” I whispered. I heard John breathe deeply on the other side of the phone. “Lix, I’m in trouble.”

Me and Alex ran out to my car. We were lucky that Alex dad worked at nights or he would have stopped us before we even had reach the door. I started the car and gassed as much as I could. “Did he tell you were they were?” Alex asked all scared and looked at me. I’ve never seen her looking this scared before. So I slowed down a little. “He’s at the mall. How can guys be so stupid to break into the mall when they are drunk?” I asked and looked at her mad. Alex looked forward again a little more calm after I had slowed down.

We stood outside the mall and tried to figure out how to get inside the mall and get my brother and Drew out with us without anyone seeing us. I told Alex to stay in the car and keep an eye so no one came. I went to the corner of the mall and saw the cops on the front. They planned something so I had to do something fast. I looked up at the roof. If I just could find a ladder to climb up on. I saw a roof that was low enough for me to jump up on so I took the change I had before the cops came around the corner. I looked at them while they ran to my car. I felt a little bad for Alex because she didn’t know there were cops here too but I kept climbing up to the big roof. I picked up my phone and called John. “John, I’m in the roof now, I really hope you’re up here somewhere.” I said when he finally picked up his phone. “We’re right here, I can see you.” He said and I saw him wave. When he came up to me I saw how Drew came right after him. I went right up to Drew and slapped him. “How could you make my brother do this? You freaking know that our dad is a cop and if he finds John up here he will slowly kill us both.” I said angry while staring right into Drew’s eyes. “Sorry, princess but it was actually your brothers idea.” He said while rubbing his cheek. I turned around and looked at John. “Is that true John?” I asked. John stared at me. “Yeah, it is. But I we needed some fun. It was a boring party and..” I cut off his sentence. “But what?! I know that you want attention from dad. But this isn’t the right way and you know that.” I almost screamed. I almost forgot that we were on the roof with a lot of cops who was waiting to catch us. I shacked my head and started to climb down from the roof.

When the cop finally had left Alex alone we all went to the car quietly. Drew jumped in and John looked at me. “I’m sorry sissy. I know that you’re right.” He said before he jumped into the car too. I stood out there for a minute and took a deep breath.

I left Alex and her place and left Drew at his. Me and John were sitting in the car in silence and I just kept driving home. I looked over at John when we almost were at the house. “We really need to make sure that mom and dad won’t notice us.” I said while looking at the house again. “Indeed.” He said and also stared at the house. We looked at each other at the same time. “My window?” I said when he said. “Your window?” we laughed a little and the intense was gone between us. I locked my car and we ran up to my window. John helped me up and I climbed in then I turned around to grab his arm and pulled him up through my window. We laughed a little when he pointed at something behind me. I turned around and there both mom and dad stood and tapped there feet with their arms crossed.

Alexiss

I walked down over the big garden to pick up the post we got this morning with my phone in my hand into my ear. “Wow, a whole month? I can’t belive you got in trouble because of John again.” I said to Lix. “Well, I should be used to it by now. After all he is my brother.” Lix said while laughing quietly. “I know but it’s always like this. He does something stupid and you get in trouble with him because you always save his ass.” I said while looking through the post we got. Boring, boring, boring I said to myself while listening to Lix yelling at her mom. “Okay, I’ll talk with you later Alex, I’m not even allowed to use the phone.” She hanged up and I took the post with me inside while I started to make some tea. It was a sunny day outside and I planned to get a nice tan for once.

I sat in the sun chair when for 2 hours when I saw a dark shadow through my sun glasses. I opened my eyes and right in front of me stood Drew. I sighed. “What do you want Drew?” I asked. He laughed a little. ”You look better in bikini then most girls Alex but I wanted to know if you’ve talked with Lix today.” Drew said with a big smile on his face and sat down on the grass. I took away my sun glasses and looked at him. He was tall, almost 7 ft. His short blond hair were a little curly and his eyes were green, dark green. “Well, yes I have. Why?” I said with a big smile on my face. “Because she needs to know that the only reason we got in there was because I had to pay a friend but I didn’t have the money so John wanted to do something dangerous and you know how he can be. So he wanted to rub the mall. He was just trying to help me out in a weird way. But he tried.” Drew said and looked down. Boys were so predictable, always tried to have each other’s back. “Well you can text her. They both got caught by their parents so they can’t get out for a month.” I said smiling. I saw that he was staring at me but I ignored it. I gave him Lix number and before he left he kissed my cheek softly. I kept staring at his back when he walked away. I placed my hand on my cheek where Drew had left a small kiss and I felt that I was blushing a little. I shacked my head, putted my sun glasses back on and tried to get my tan. 

Prologue.

The phone kept ringing on the table beside me and it just wouldn’t stop. I grabbed my pillow and smashed it on the phone over and over again but it kept ringing. I opened my eyes unwilling and grabbed my phone slowly. Without looking who it was I pressed answer, “What?!” I screamed. I heard someone who was crying quietly on the other side of the phone. “Alex?” I asked carefully. I heard that something was wrong so I asked again. “Alex, what happen?” I heard Alex mumble something weird but I couldn’t hear what it was. “What did you say?” I asked. “Max is going to be a dad!” she screamed and she started to cry louder.

3 hours before.

Lixiss

I tried to find my keys in my bag when Alex came up to me. “Oh, hey Alex” I said and smiled at her. She smiled wider, “Hey, I think today is my lucky day.” She said and jumped away. I looked confused down in my bag still trying to find my car keys and looked up. “For what?” I asked screaming because she was far away by now. “You know, losing my V-card.” She said and winked at me and ran off to the big yellow school bus. I stared at her with big eyes and thought about what she said. Sure she had a boyfriend and they have been dating since 8^th grade but, she’s still only 17. But I’ve told her that I’m not going into her relationships if she doesn’t ask me too.

I finally found my car keys. I got into my car when John jumped on my car. “Hey sissy.” He said and jumped in the car too. I took a deep breath and said “What do you want John?” I asked still worried about Alex. John were my twin brother and was 2 minutes older than me and best friend with Alex’s boyfriend Max. John had brown hair and really blue eyes. A typical guy any girl would fall for in my age. “You were going to drive me to that party at Drew’s place today, remember? I asked yesterday.” He said while looking at me. I nodded slowly “Right, I forgot.” I said while closing my eyes and shaking my head. I twisted the key around so the car started.

Outside Drew’s place I watched John walk up to the door when he turns around fast and points his fingers at me. “Can I borrow some money from you? The guys might go out later and it would suck if I had to stay here alone.” He said with a little smile on his face. I sighed and took up my back. I found a little money on the bottom of my bag and gave them to John. “Remember, don’t tell mommy sissy.” He said and kissed my forehead fast before he ran up to the door again. I started the car again and left when John got inside the house.

I music store called “The Rocky” to pick up some cd’s from ACDC’s new album. Rocky who owned the store told me to be very careful as he always did when he gave me some new cd’s since it might get really expensive one day when we’re older and cd’s doesn’t exist anymore. Rocky is around he’s 70’s now. Grey hair, sloppy clothes and always gets drunk. When Rocky’s wife died he couldn’t keep it tighter anymore so he started to drink instead. I remember when I was a kid I use to walk by this store and look at all the cool cd pictures of the different bands and today I work at The Rocky on the weekends except for Fridays because Rocky want me to have a day off. I smiled at Rocky when I took the cd’s and nodded “of curse Rocky, you know I will.” I said and smiled at him. “Back at my days when was in your ages..” Rocky started and turned around. Before he started a new story about how it was back at the good old days when he was young I left.

Back at home I was laying in my bed enjoying the new songs by ACDC. I sang along to a few of them after I had listen to the songs a few times. I heard mom knocking on the door but I didn’t want her to come in so I turned about the sound a little more so I could say that I didn’t hear her when she asked later. But my mom didn’t care. Instead she walked right in. What if I would have sex with someone? Or if I was naked? But no, my mom didn’t care. My mom turned off the music and looked at me for a few minutes. “Where’s your brother Lixiss?” she asked mad. “I don’t know, mom.” I shrugged and started the music again. Mom turned off the music again and looked at me mad. “I know that you know where your brother are. He was supposed to clean his room today.” She said and looked even madder then she looked when she turned off my music. I shrugged again. “Like I said mom, I don’t know anything. All I know is that he was at school today and nothing else.” Mom sighed loudly and walked out from my room and didn’t close the door. “Close the damn door after you!” I screamed. Mom came back again with fast footsteps. I could tell that she was really mad. “You two are hopeless, you know that right?” Mom said and slammed the door after her. I smiled happy when she slammed the door and said to myself “Yes mom, we both knows that.” I stood in the middle of my room while playing air guitar to Highway to hell by ACDC and jumped around like a freak. I didn’t care that the neighbours could see how I spun my long black hair around to the music.

Alexis

I sat on the school bus all exited and thought about what was going to happen today. I clapped my hands a few times when I told Robyn about everything. She just looked at me and smiled. “Finally, now I’m not going to be the only slut in the class.” Robyn turned her head and looked at Toby who was sitting on the front row and sighed. I looked at her, looked at Toby and looked back at her again. “You should go and talk with him you know. If he doesn’t come up to you then you should walk up to him and show him what a strong girl you can be.” I said to her. Robyn turned her head to me and looked at me confused about what I just said. “What are you talking about?” she asked. I pointed at Toby. “I can see how you check out Toby. He’s cute but he will never ask you out. Because he’s too shy and you know that.” Robyn sighed again. “You’re right Alex but I don’t want to scare him away. What if he doesn’t like me?” she said and I’ve never seen her this scared before so this must mean that she really likes the guy this time. I shacked my head slowly. “What is there to not like about you Robyn. Go now.” I pushed her up from her sit and she started to walk forward to Toby while she was still looking at me. I took up my thumb and smiled at her.

When Robyn stood in front of Toby I saw that she said something to him I couldn’t tell what she said because she was talking to fast and I couldn’t read her lips. All I saw was Toby nodding and Robyn sat down next to him. Then nothing happen, they were just sitting there and didn’t say anything to each other. I sighed, they would be the perfect couple. Toby is exactly the guy Robyn would need after everything she got at home to take care off.

When I got off the bus I ran over our big green garden. When I got inside I threw my stuff on the floor and ran up to my room without saying hey to my dad who was watching TV as always. I found my black thongs and my black bra. I ran into the shower and took a long warm shower before. When I got out from the shower I heard the football game from the TV all the way up to the bathroom. I shacked my head and putted the towel around. I got other stuff to think about. I need to look good till Max was coming. This is a special night I thought all the time while putting on mascara on my big round eyes. I brushed my long blond hair a few times until it was straight as it could be. I turned my head to my thongs and looked at them for a few seconds before I picked them up. “Hm, and how do you use these stuff without making it hurt.” I said to myself and shrugged while putting them on.

I ran down stairs and waited for Max to come. I sat down beside dad and watched the football game when I heard the doorbell. I giggled a little before I stood up again and ran out to the door. I grabbed the door handle and opened up the door with a big smile and Max stood out there. I studied him for a few seconds before I said hey. He had black, ripped jeans and a shirt that was a little open. He’s black hair was laying perfect on the cheeks and when he smiled I could see his cute dimples. “Hey, baby girl.” Max said and leaned down to give me a small kiss. I kissed him back and smiled at him while he stood back up again. I took his hand and pulled him inside and up to my room.

Max opened the door while he had his other arm around the back of my waist and kept kissing me deeply. I was breathing deeper than I’ve ever done before and when he pulled me down on my bed I couldn’t hold it back anymore. Sure I was a virgin but we’ve been dating for 4 years and I thought it was time. He have been so waiting for so long and haven’t seen a guy ever wait that long for his girlfriend to be ready for this. I sat up in his lap and grabbed the bottom of my shirt and started to slide it up slowly but he stopped me and sighed. “I..I..I can’t do this Alex. I need to tell you something.” Max said and pulled my shirt back down. I looked at him all confused and saw that he was breathing as deeply as I was. “Can’t it wait until after?” I asked and started to nibble on his neck softly and was grinding against him. “No, it really can’t.” Max said and made me sit up again. He took a deep breath before he finally told me. “I’m going to be a dad.” He said cold and looked deeply into my eyes. I looked back into his all chocked about what he just said and started so shake my head slowly. “No, no, no not you Max, you would never cheat on me.” I said while I could feel how my tears started to pour out from my eyes. Max looked away. “I really don’t know what happen Alex. I’m sorry. I was drunk Kelly was drunk and it just happen.” Max said. I’ve never heard his voice so cold before. “Kelly? Kelly?! Did you have sex with Kelly?!” I screamed while looking at him. He nodded slowly. “We were dancing and got really drunk, she made me follow her to a room and told me that I can’t be a virgin forever, I agreed with her and it just happen. I’m so sorry baby girl.” He said and looked sadder now. I got away and opened the door while pointing out. “Get.. out..” I said slowly. “Baby girl please?” Max said again. “Get the fuck out form my house and I don’t ever want to see you again!” I screamed. He took his shoes and went down from the stairs slowly while looking at me. I slammed the door, went to my bed and called Lix the first thing I did.